To be or not to be... literary, that is.

So okay... things have been a little slow for me lately.
I haven't been feeling all that great,  physically, this week. I feel like I should be sick in bed, but I haven't caught a cold or anything.  My body just asks me to go to bed early every night.

Like last night, for instance, the princess was asleep before 8:30pm and I was asleep by 9:30.
I don't know why I needed to be in bed so early but I was. And even though I felt great this morning when I woke up, but I felt terrible about not spending time with either of my two loves.

But alas, there is nothing I can do about it now.

There is one thing that I have been thinking about lately, my book.  Or better yet, the book that I am in desperate need of writing. Its either I write something new for my manuscript or turn in my blog postings as my manuscript... that's where I am confused about.

I have been writing my blog for about a year now and I have enough for a manuscript but I'm afraid of what someone might say about my innermost feelings and thoughts.
I know that my blog is available for anyone to read right now but unless you know its out there, no one else is really reading it.
And I don't get a lot of feedback from my postings enough to know if it would be good enough to send out as a manuscript.
Should I put it all out there and see what happens? Should I just swallow my fears and see what editors have to say about my feelings? I really have nothing to lose if they don't like it because I don't know these people that are reading my deep, dark secrets. These are regular people just like me... but they are the people that will make the decision on whether or not what I write is good enough for the general public to read. YIKES!

Publishing a book is something that I have dreamed about since I was a little girl. I love to read and write, so publishing a book would be the icing on my literary cake.
If I get published, so many wonderful things could possibly happen to me. I can tell my story... share my battles... share my thoughts that someone else might be thinking. I might even be able to help someone out with my words... you never know the impact of your words.

And maybe I'd be able to finally write full-time... like that would be my job. 

OMG... the possibilities.
Just need to make that leap into the literary world and maybe this entry is the kick in the butt that I need.
Now I need to research  where I can send my blog entries to... I might start doing that tomorrow. MAYBE!

Well... going to spend some time with my princess now...

Thanks for reading.... hasta la proxima!