It's not that I haven't opened up the website to write, it's just that - I don't know - I guess I did't know what to exactly write about. And it's not like I didn't have anything to write about because I did/do.
- I got sick last week and it wasn't pretty
- My little cousin graduated from college this past Saturday, the 11th
- Mother's Day was last Sunday, the 12th
- I went running/walking last week
- I got a massage at a spa on the 16th
- Dinner with a friend and her daughter on the 17th
- A nice evening bike ride with the hubby and princess on Saturday evening, the 18th
- And then a drive to Edwardsville with my friend to take her daughter back to school for summer school
So I do have things to talk about on the blog... but it's my lack of concentration that has been the force behind me not writing.
Okay... so I understand that I have people that believe in me and support me in what I want to do, but how do you move forward with your dreams when you don't believe in yourself... meaning that I feel like I have lost the faith in myself for some reason.
I have all that I want in front of me but for some reason, I feel it all slipping through my fingers because something inside of me is telling me that I don't deserve it. I don't understand why I am feeling this way.
I have started reading different articles and books about helping out my fertility problem but it seems that something inside of me is forcing me from moving forward... but I need to get past this feeling so that I can prove to myself (and others) that I am a strong person. That I fight for what I believe in and know in my heart that I need to do to get ahead.
So I deactivated my Facebook account for the time being... kind of hard since I like to share pictures of my runs and all and pictures of my baby girl.
But I have other priorities in my life that I have to put my 100% into and that is where my focus will be.
But I will share these pictures from the last couple of weeks...
Mother's Day
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Daddy and princess goofing around
And other random pictures:
Spa night with Lisa
Saturday evening bike ride with the two loves
Okay... so I understand that I have people that believe in me and support me in what I want to do, but how do you move forward with your dreams when you don't believe in yourself... meaning that I feel like I have lost the faith in myself for some reason.
I have all that I want in front of me but for some reason, I feel it all slipping through my fingers because something inside of me is telling me that I don't deserve it. I don't understand why I am feeling this way.
I have started reading different articles and books about helping out my fertility problem but it seems that something inside of me is forcing me from moving forward... but I need to get past this feeling so that I can prove to myself (and others) that I am a strong person. That I fight for what I believe in and know in my heart that I need to do to get ahead.
So I deactivated my Facebook account for the time being... kind of hard since I like to share pictures of my runs and all and pictures of my baby girl.
But I have other priorities in my life that I have to put my 100% into and that is where my focus will be.
But I will share these pictures from the last couple of weeks...
Mother's Day
.jpg)
Daddy and princess goofing around
And other random pictures:
Spa night with Lisa
Saturday evening bike ride with the two loves
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