Pre-Holiday...

And I cannot wait for this work day to be over with.
I have so much going on today and I just want to get it all done and relax with my two loves... while watching some MOVIES, bitches! LMAO!!!

Nothing is better than relaxing and when you can relax with the loves of your life - aka my hubby and princess - things cannot be any better!

The last couple of days have been a bit hectic but I wouldn't have it any other way.
Work, cleaning, working out... it's been the same thing over and over but with each day, I learn something new about myself and about life in general.

I have just realized that people just aren't the same with me than they are with other people... why do I feel like I'm the "blacksheep"?
It seems that things around me seem to fall apart, friendship wise, when my life is being lifted by the things that I am doing to make myself better.
I am not trying to make you feel sorry for me, because that is not the point of this post. It is just a way of me to express the way that I feel.

There was a movie that I was watching and it expressed everything that I am feeling... feeling like the outsider. Wondering why after all that we have been through, I am the one that no one calls, the one that no one likes to make plans with.

But whatever... I have made my feelings known and it doesn't make a difference, so I will continue on with the dreams and goals that I have made for myself and see where they may lead me.
I will not allow negativity bring me down... I did it once before and I am not going to let it happen again.

So with that, I am going to leave this post here... I don't want these feelings to ruin the weekend that I have in store with my loves and family.

Have a great afternoon... and evening! I know that I am going to!
Love ♥ Light ☼ Happiness☺Music ♫