End of Year... New beginnings

And what a year it has been... I am both proud and disappointed in myself.

I wanted to accomplish so much this year, and even though I have accomplished more than what I set out to do, I have let other things that were very important to me fall to the wayside. Like this blog for example, I worked hard on it for many years and this year... I have only written in it 11 times (not counting this one). Why? Why did I let something that helped me so much in years past, go so far back into the back of mind that I had almost forgotten about it?

But I will not allow this to be called a defeat because that is not what this is... it is only a set back. I will bounce back to the person that I was and make sure that I do what makes me happy - especially in the new year.

So much good has happened to me this year...

• Started up school again and in about 6 months, I will be graduating. Which I am completely and utterly excited about!
• Our #MiraclePrincess has started kindergarten and she will be graduating in about 6 months as well.
• I have started a new job in a new industry and I am so happy that I have done this leap in my life and in the life of my family.
• The repairs to the house are coming along... the hubby is kicking butt and taking names!

And so many other things have happened that it would take me a while to list them all out... but of course the good comes with the bad and I'm not about to start pointing out all the disappointing things that I have accomplished because I hope to be able to fix all those disappointing things in the new year. 

I don't want to end another full year with disappointments, but I will leave them in 2015 and know that in 2016, things will be better and I will not end it disappointed in myself.

I have said and done things that have hurt both me and other people... and I tend to make amends to all that. I want to continue to grow as a person and continue to learn more about myself and what I'm capable of doing.

I am 2 years away from being 40 years old... I want to make these 2 years count and ring in another decade of my life, looking back knowing that I am a better person.