It's okay to feel overwhelmed

1. A sick daughter who is thankfully better
2. A sick husband
3. I was getting sick but thankfully finally over it
4. Work is getting crazy
5. Trying to keep the house clean is starting to get harder
6. Sleep comes and goes 
7. At times I am beyond happy
8. At times I am beyond upset, sad

I guess I am doing it one day but sometimes I feel that one day just jumbles into the next and sometimes I don't recognize one day from the next, at times.

I feel that I am in a museum and I am standing behind the glass and I can't get through the other side in order to get things in order for myself.

I look at myself in the mirror and I don't like what is staring back at me.

I want the mental capacity to deal with all the overwhelming things that have been going on in my head.

I went to the appointment yesterday morning - and I had to look at my calendar to refresh my memory to see if in fact it was yesterday - and the results from that appointment wasn't what I wanted to hear. The medication didn't do what it was supposed to do, per the ultrasound, and I have two more appointments (on Friday and Monday at 6:45am) for more ultrasounds and more medication on Monday morning.

So we shall see what the ultrasound says tomorrow morning and again on Monday morning... hopefully with those two tests, I will have some great information given to me and maybe things will start to turn around for me, the way that I've been feeling lately at least.

On another quick subject...

Almost a week without eating any bread, pasta or rice! YIPPEE!!

And almost 3 weeks without drinking any pop! 

On a roll!

I am so proud of myself in that I have actually kept this up... I thought for sure that I was going to freak out about not having any bread, pasta or rice for a while but I've done pretty good.

Experimenting with different foods, opening up my mind into trying different things - change, it's a fabulous thing!

Hubby is at home again today... I sure hope that he is feeling better. It's been hard to watch him not feeling well; same thing with the princess, I hate seeing my loved ones sick!

Have I mentioned that I have been looking at my wardrobe with a different set of eyes... I've been trying to dress better so that I could feel better.

Hopefully tomorrow's outfit will help me with the news that might get tomorrow morning and set the tone for the rest of the weekend.

Tomorrow is my sister-in-law's 31st birthday and my brother sent out a text for a get-together for her.

Saturday might be running a couple of errands.

Sunday... the hubby and nephews have a monster truck show that they will be headed to and I will be taking the little princess to my girlfriends' house for her daughter's birthday.

Monday, I will be off but I have my appointment EARLY in the morning and then I will be coming back home to get some rest.

Tuesday, again I am off so I might just stay at home and see what I can get done at home.

Well, I don't have much more to say right now...

Hopefully the entry tomorrow will be a little better and of course upbeat.