Am I being petty?

Probably am... just that I've been one of those people that has been part of the "cool" group or the "party" group.

I've always been the one on my own.

Have you ever felt alone even though you might be in a room full of people? You know that every person in that room loves or cares about you but you still feel alone.

That's me... alone in a room full of people.

Left out of conversation.
Left out in the cold to hang out.
Left out when trying to fit in.

I've never really fit in and I've never really known why.
I guess that's the way that my life has always been.

Try to keep in touch with people to only have it a one sided relationship.
Try to reach out to only be pushed to the side.

You can only ignore the feeling of being alone in a room full of people for so long, until it just becomes a reality.