I feel guilty that I haven't put pen to paper and started it... but I have no clue on what subject to write about. I feel dumb for saying that I want to become a writer when for the first time in my life, my imagination has completely failed me.
I made a promise to myself last year that I was going to start writing my manuscript but without any ideas on what to write about, I am at a stand-still about it.
I see all these other writers come up with ideas of what to write about... but here I am wondering who my main character will be, what will he/she go through. Will I write a romance novel or will be a romantic-comedy? Will it be a scary story or a fictional true story?
I push others to make their dreams come true and help them along the way but this is something that I can't be helped with... no one can push me along the way.
To be honest, I have sat down and put down ideas to paper but then that's all... they are just ideas and I don't know if they are any good.
- The girl rebelling against her parents wishes about having a traditional 15th birthday party.
- The girl from a rich family that wants to find herself with the help of her families money.
And so many other ideas that I have come up throughout the years... but unsure whether or not they are even remotely good ideas for a book.
Also, if I do go with any of these ideas, I don't know how to continue working with...
- What's the character's name?
- Where does the plot happen?
And so many other questions that come up when I start to think about it... and I just stare at the page blankly.
I don't want to do that anymore... I want to be able to put pen to paper and just write my little heart out and finally accomplish my goal of writing my book before turning 40 years old.
On another note...
As much as in pain I was yesterday, I headed to the gym to do my second day of my week 6 of running. And I can't believe that I actually accomplished running with my thighs feeling like were rocks.
But I did it... and I will be headed to the gym again tonight for a Zumba class.
And end my week with another run tomorrow night after work at the gym.
I made a promise to myself at the beginning of the year that I was going to make changes to my health and I need to accomplish that... I've done so much already this year and this is a priority for me to do also.
So no less than 4 to 5 times a week at the gym... I need to better myself and my health.
Okay... onto a funny story...
The princess decided to come out of her room wearing my new heels... and she rocked those suckers like she was a diva! LOL! She looked so cute doing it too!
I am so mad that I didn't find my camera or have my phone near me to take a shot, but I am hoping that she does it again soon and I am hoping that I will be ready to take that cute picture of her strutting her stuff around the house. LOL!
And with that, I am going to end this entry here.
Have a wonderful evening... stay dry (it's been crazy raining here today!)... and hasta la proxima! :)
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