Simply raining...

And the actual rain coming down doesn't make things easier.

I've been battling a migraine since yesterday and this change of the pressure in the air doesn't make it any easier to take care of it. After having migraines for over 15 years, you would think that it would be easier to take care of but since the trigger of these things are different from day to day, I can never pin point it. 

I'm totally over these things... hopefully the coffee that I'll get will help the situation at least a little. And while I take preventative medication for these darn things, it's still kicking my butt!!

This morning, while getting Mayalis ready, I looked into her sweet sleeping face and it just brought a smile to my face. Then she opened her beautiful big eyes and said "morning mommy" and I just about melted right on the spot! Her sweet sounding voice just makes everything bad/wrong seem like a lifetime away.
Those words come to me at the most needed moments of the day... and it will be always imprinted into my subconscious. 

Something was said to me by someone that reads my daily blogs... they called my blogs inspiring. HUH?!?! Don't get me wrong, I loved hearing that my daily blogs are inspiring to them but what they couldn't tell me why they felt that my blogs are inspiring? It was sort of confusing to hear that it is inspiring without hearing why.
If my blogs are inspiring, I am happy that they are for you and I welcome any comments on what I write so that I can understand why it is so inspiring for you. :-)

An update on the little princess... she's been eating a little more and more each day. But here's the thing, I am not sure if it's because of a medication that the doctor gave her for her cold (a side effect of wanting to eat more) or if it's actually her getting her appetite back. Hopefully it's the latter and she will get back to normal. The funny thing is that she will tell me that she's hungry and when I go to feed her something, she doesn't want it. UGH! That little girl is something else.

Here is a little something that came to mind today...

Man, you wouldn't believe, the most amazing things that can come from some terrible nights.
Some nights, I wish that all this crap would end, 'cause I could use some friends for a change.
I try so hard sometimes, twice as hard at times, and I'm half liked - but then they come around again to break me down.

Oh Lord, I'm still not sure what I stand for. Most nights, I don't know anymore.
I stay up at night, cashing in my bad luck, hoping that things will turn around in the morning light.

All I want to do is celebrate... and that's all want my life to be, a celebration.
But people around me want to see me in the same situation as them... rifling on the floor unsure of themselves. But I have to move away from that... move away from the negativity. It's not good for me. They can't handle my happiness and that is why bringing me down is something that seems right to them.

Headaches is all that I have at night... thinking about what used to be of the friendship that we used to have. Being blown off one, twice, three times is all that I can take... I've continue to have a crappy day. 

You continue to criticize me but all your bullets will ricochet off me... you might knock me down but I still get up; You continue to cut me with your ignorance, try to cut me down but with you, I have nothing left to lose so fire away. 
But make sure that you have a good stance to take your aim and fire, 'cause I will continue to stand against your bullets. I will stand stone-hard, nothing penetrating my glass!

Ahh... that feels so much better. Something that was just bugging me inside and I had to get out. Something that was just eating me up inside and I needed to free myself of those thoughts.
Sometimes I feel like if I don't get these words out of me, I am going to just implode... and everyone around me is just going to suffer because of it. Before that happens, I just get it out and feel so much better afterwards.

Well, it's the end of the day and my migraine is finally gone... I guess all that pent up creativeness just wanted to come out and make it's appearance so that I can feel better. And I thank my creative juices for joining me this dreary Friday afternoon so that I can start my weekend off right. 

And hopefully I will continue to keep my creative juices flowing... until I can't create any longer and hopefully that never stops. 'Cause morning or night, it's always a good time - no matter where or when, I will continue to have a good time. Writing in my own way and in my own voice makes me feel so much better.

Good morning... Good afternoon... Good evening... Good night...
Thank you all for reading!