I have been awake since around 1:30am and I don't know how I am functioning this morning.
All I want to do is sleep... but I am at work and literally typing with my eyes closed.
I don't understand why I just couldn't stay asleep last night. This not sleeping crap is really getting to me. I don't know if I should contact my doctor about my not staying asleep.
Joel saw me awake last night and said that I have something on my mind that is not allowing me to sleep... but I can't figure out what that might be.
I can't keep living like this... taking cat naps every night. This isn't healthy and I'm sure that I can get really sick if I don't get enough sleep. And not sleeping doesn't help the whole losing weight issue.
That's just the way that I feel when I am in bed... when I am staring up to the ceiling. Watching all the shadows dance around me... hearing the sounds from the street - the cars, the birds (that are still around) and the night owls that are walking around.
This sucks... and this is the end of this entry.
I have nothing to say since I can't concentrate right now.
Maybe I'll post later today but I am not promising anything.
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