Well... it's been a long two days but I've gotten through them and with my head held high.
My appointment on Wednesday went swimmingly great. There isn't much to report on that end. I have to wait until my next monthly period and go from there. The doctor thinks that within three cycles she will have me pregnant but if she doesn't, she will try something else or we will just not go any further. But taking it one day at a time and see where we are headed.
It was a very nice day with Joel... the princess was with my mother-in-law... and we took advantage of getting some other stuff done too, like getting to the dentist since we hadn't been this year yet.
I even took advantage and scheduled Mayalis first dental appointment for this coming Saturday. I'm hoping that she does well with the dentist.
Then after the dentist, my mom and I went to pick up the monkey while Joel headed up the Italian beef meat and we got the fresh bread.
This weekend should be nice... the weather should be heating up a little bit more and no more rain.
Saturday we have swimming for Mayalis - she hasn't been in a while - and then she has her dentist appointment. Then the adults - aka Meli and Joel - have plans to hang out with his cousin and his new wife. It should be a great time. We are headed to Logan Bar and we haven't been there in a while, and they haven't been before.
On a totally different subject... I have been thinking a lot lately about so many different things:
- my weight loss (paying for Weight Watchers)
- the want to be able to run, finally
- the fertility specialist and our wish to get pregnant again
- the wish of getting a house for us
- and so many other things
That's probably why I haven't been able to sleep lately. I've been feeling like a cat with these damn cat naps that I've been taking at night. Twenty minutes here, 30 minutes there and a 60 steal. I think in the last week, I don't think that I've gotten enough sleep. Eventually, I hope that things start to get organized in my head, I'm able to finally get things in order in my "house" and able to get some decent sleep.
I want to be able to get things right... and hopefully things will be in order so that I feel that I've covered my back and all my bases. I don't need to have everything perfect but enough that I am completely happy with my decisions.
Maybe having a night out will help me figure things out for myself and my family. I can't wait for this weekend. It should be a mind clearing night.
Its just that I want to get things done so badly... I feel so despondent about things. Why do I feel like a failure? A lot of these things should have been attainable... but making wrong decisions have now put me in these situations. But fortunately, I will continue to make the right decisions and I will finally see the light at the end of the tunnel.
My appointment on Wednesday went swimmingly great. There isn't much to report on that end. I have to wait until my next monthly period and go from there. The doctor thinks that within three cycles she will have me pregnant but if she doesn't, she will try something else or we will just not go any further. But taking it one day at a time and see where we are headed.
It was a very nice day with Joel... the princess was with my mother-in-law... and we took advantage of getting some other stuff done too, like getting to the dentist since we hadn't been this year yet.
I even took advantage and scheduled Mayalis first dental appointment for this coming Saturday. I'm hoping that she does well with the dentist.
Then after the dentist, my mom and I went to pick up the monkey while Joel headed up the Italian beef meat and we got the fresh bread.
This weekend should be nice... the weather should be heating up a little bit more and no more rain.
Saturday we have swimming for Mayalis - she hasn't been in a while - and then she has her dentist appointment. Then the adults - aka Meli and Joel - have plans to hang out with his cousin and his new wife. It should be a great time. We are headed to Logan Bar and we haven't been there in a while, and they haven't been before.
On a totally different subject... I have been thinking a lot lately about so many different things:
- my weight loss (paying for Weight Watchers)
- the want to be able to run, finally
- the fertility specialist and our wish to get pregnant again
- the wish of getting a house for us
- and so many other things
That's probably why I haven't been able to sleep lately. I've been feeling like a cat with these damn cat naps that I've been taking at night. Twenty minutes here, 30 minutes there and a 60 steal. I think in the last week, I don't think that I've gotten enough sleep. Eventually, I hope that things start to get organized in my head, I'm able to finally get things in order in my "house" and able to get some decent sleep.
I want to be able to get things right... and hopefully things will be in order so that I feel that I've covered my back and all my bases. I don't need to have everything perfect but enough that I am completely happy with my decisions.
Maybe having a night out will help me figure things out for myself and my family. I can't wait for this weekend. It should be a mind clearing night.
Its just that I want to get things done so badly... I feel so despondent about things. Why do I feel like a failure? A lot of these things should have been attainable... but making wrong decisions have now put me in these situations. But fortunately, I will continue to make the right decisions and I will finally see the light at the end of the tunnel.
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